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Reverse Homesickness [22 Mar 2009|01:18am] [ mood | tired ] This was one vacation That shouldn't have ended It came at the perfect time Exactly when I needed it most But when I think about it Now at my house, in my bed I feel like crying an ocean just as big As the one that I spent the last two days in Not because of something bad Because it was the most perfect Days that I have ever had In my life To catch you up I'm suffering from Reverse homesickness Cuz I spent the last couple of days With the one person Who Knows me inside and out Who I can be myself around In the car, music blasting Windows down, sun shining On the beach, girls tanning Water crashing, sand between Our toes, my camera flashing Everywhere we go In the room, TV on In the background Internet connected Checking our vitals now Conversations carrying on All night long When it comes down to it I would rather be sleeping On the floor of my best friend’s room Than in my own bed With boredom and loneliness Flowing through my head I just don't want to grow up But if I have to I need my best friend here with me To be scared with me To fuck up, to triumph And to complain with me So call it guy love Or a bromance But they don't understand How much I love you, man So I think I'll be fine Knowing that 7 digits Is all that's separating Me from our next visit your secrets out

[25 Sep 2008|01:20pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Jack's Mannequin- Rescued ] The lines have been well rehearsed A million times The scene replays again and again In my mind Just go up to her and say That she's all you think about these days And you don't even know her name If my life was like my dreams You'd already be mine Because I would know just what to say every time To make you laugh and keep you smiling We'd dance in the rain And you would fall for me over and over again But the truth is that I've been staring at you From across the room for weeks Just hoping you notice me But maybe my hopes are too high And besides I'm probably not even your type of guy And I cant bring myself to open my mouth around you For fear of what I might say to you You would fall for me I'd make you fall for me You would fall for me If my life was like my dreams <3 your secrets out

[24 Sep 2008|06:04pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] Boiling water spilled on me today. It hurt. <3 your secrets out

[10 Sep 2008|12:08am] [ mood | hot ] [ music | Late Night With Connan O'Brien ] I work out alot now. And yes I actually am doing it this time. The Cab on Thursday!!! I can't freakin' wait!!! I'm tired. Sleep now? <3 your secrets out

[27 Aug 2008|12:07am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Scrubs ] Classes start tomorrow. This should be a pretty good semester. I'm really gunna step it up this time. AND... I'm going to work out at least 3 days a week from now on. For real this time. <3 your secrets out

Almost finished... [30 Apr 2008|01:24am] [ mood | anxious ] I just gotta keep on chugging along for about another week... Then it's finally summer!!!! And this summer is going to be absolutely amazing!!! Keith finally bought his plane tickets to come to SA!!!! :) I'm so freakin' siked!!!! :) But for now I have to try to focus on these fucking finals. :( Oh well, It will be well worth it! <3 your secrets out

[10 Mar 2008|10:16am] [ mood | hungry ] I'm sick and tired of always having to watch what I say so as not to offend anybody. Fuck being "politically correct" ... whatever that even means now-a-days. Everything offends somebody. And fuck stupid people who can't make up their fucking minds about themselves. But here I sit, again, trying to pick and choose my words very carefully... Well here are my words.... FUCK YOU! The End. your secrets out

Day 1. Last day. [01 Jan 2008|07:54pm] So today was my last day here in North Carolina with my lovely family. Everyone has changed so much, but the question I ask is have I? We are no longer the kids in the family. I noticed more mixing in the "adults" and the "kids." We are no longer as separated into the big kids, the little kids, and the grown ups. We are all now just one huge, big hearted family. I will miss everyone when tomorrow comes and we must again part ways. But hopefully it wont be for another 4 years. I love these guys too much to have to push through that again. Now, on a different note, today has also been the first day of the new, bright year. I haven't had a chance to mess up yet. Maybe if I just keep myself busy, I will be too preocupied to make such silly mistakes like I did last year. So here's to a good year kiddos! Love, -Mr. Brightside <333333333333333333333 your secrets out

Not at home anymore... [29 Dec 2007|09:42pm] Today was spent with baggage checks, plane hopping, and long car rides. I am really tired after going to sleep after 2am waking up just after 5am. The last thing i wanna do tonight is party but everyone wants to go to a club later. For all who know me, have I ever been one to go to clubs? Let's just sleep on it for now. Love, -Nick <3333333333 your secrets out

[16 Aug 2007|01:31pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Alkaline Trio- Blue In The Face ] Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to Nicky Happy Birthday to me Yay!!!!!! lol <3 your secrets out

Good day :) [29 Apr 2007|09:54pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | The Postal Service- Clark Gable ] Today was actually a pretty great day. I really enjoyed today. I slept in until about 11:15ish. I just kinda chilled until 1:30ish when Mikey, Brandon, and Enrique got here. Then i realized that I needed a new drum head for my snare so we all got in my car and went to Guitar Center (even though I hate that place) and got a new one. Then we stopped by Arby's and took full advantage of their 5 for $5 deal and bought 10 sandwiches. When we got home, I realized that the head I bought was actually too big so I have to exchange it tomorrow. Luckily I was able to make the other one last this whole practice. And damn was it a long one too. But a very very productive one. We finally have a new song, and it's absolutely beautiful. We are probably gunna play it on the 10th! So everyone needs to go to that show. It's Pizzle's birthday show! And we also decided that we are going to record this new one on the 12th instead of "Fire." It's going to be amazing. I played a good game of phone tag today. I also jumped in the pool today. It was kind of cold but very refreshing after that hard practice. I have a paper due on Tuesday. I don't know what I'm going to write :( I guess I'll figure it out...I always do. I had forgotten how good this band is (The Postal Service.) Beautiful music to make love too. lmao. j/k about the last part. But it is very beautiful music indeed. Jeez. This was a pretty long entry compared to most of my recent ones. Sorry. lol. I guess I just had a lot to say this time. Yesterday was great too <3 I'll probably update again later. I love Livejournal again. lol. -Nick! your secrets out

San Antonio Line-up! [26 Apr 2007|03:30pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Sublime- Santeria ] Vans Warped Tour '07 7/13- San Antonio, TX -all time low** -the almost -amber pacific** -anberlin* -as cities burn -the automatic -bad religion -bayside* -big d and the kids table* -bleed the dream -bless the fall -boys like girls* -the briefs -the briggs -circa survive -coheed and cambria* -cute is what we aim for*** -the dearn and departed -escape the fate -evaline -the fabulous rudies -family force 5 -funeral for a friend* -gallows -haste the day -hot rod circut -human abstract -i am ghost -K-os -the matches* -meg and dia* -my american heart -new found glory*** -new year's day -paramore*** -parkway drive -pennywise -pepper -pistola -play radio play* -the red jumpsuit apparatus -revolution mother -scary kids scaring kids -set your goals*** -spill canvas* -the starting line*** -tiger army -the used*** -the unseen -the vincent black shadow -yellowcard* Absolutely amazing so far! Let's see what else happens :) your secrets out

[26 Apr 2007|03:18pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Sublime- Doin' Time ] The weather today is beautiful. I just want to get in the pool or play with super-soakers or something. lol. I can't wait for summer! It should be a pretty great one :) -Miami! -Cruise! -Fall Out Boy Concert! -Warped Tour '07! (NEW FOUND GLORY!) -North Carolina! -No job! -And plenty of time with my friends and family! I just really want to avoid drama this summer, but I know that that's gunna be like impossible. <3 your secrets out

[17 Apr 2007|09:13pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] [ music | The Academy Is...- Neighbors ] I miss... your secrets out

Melee [17 Apr 2007|02:54pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Melee- Built To Last ] This band is so amazing. "I've looked for love in stranger places, but I've never found someone like you. Someone who's smile makes me feel like I've been holding back and now there's nothing I can't do. Because this is real and this is good. It warms the insides just like it should. But most of all it's built to last." -Melee Built To Last Beautiful song. One of my new favorites. <3 -Nick. your secrets out

Happy Birthday to me!!!! [16 Aug 2006|12:47pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | The Early November- The Car In 20 ] It's my birthday! Yay! I'm 18! Im legal now. Haha. So yeah I know it's been a really long time since I've updated this thing so I'll just tell everyone what's been going on in my life lately. Let's see... First of all me and Kristin are still perfect. We've been together for 1 year 3 months and 7 days now. I love her so much and always will. My band Allies Take Enemies broke up but my old band Light Up Night (AKA Take This To Your Grave, AKA Dead Last) is gunna try to get back together so we'll see how that goes. I graduated from Reagan High School and I'm gunna start at UTSA next week. That should be fun. I'm taking a full load of classes (that's 5 classes) so it's gunna be alot of work but it will be worth it when I don't have to go to summer school next summer. I'm still working part-time at Life Time Fitness. I actually have to work today so that sucks but whatever. Umm... yeah so I think that's about it. I'm just gunna go eat something and enjoy my birthday. I love Kristin Davis! 1 comment| your secrets out

[05 Oct 2005|09:10pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Senses Fail ] My band is such a drama-filled mess. We aren't getting anything done. We've only practiced twice with Steven so he's trying out for another band this weekend. We haven't even practiced in 3 weeks because everyone is doing their own thing all the time. We want to kick out J but we can't find anyone to replace him. I have a feeling that this band isn't going anywhere. It's really kind of frustrating. I've practically given up on it. I really want to be in a band like Eat The Snow again. That was a band that had it's shit together. Sure we fought sometimes but we knew what we needed to do to get to the top. It's looking like Call It A Day just doesn't have what it takes to get to the top. And it's a shame because we have some really good songs. Oh well. There's still hope. I'm gunna try to put this band back together so we can at least play shows again. That's what I want to do. I miss being on stage...being in the spotlight. I miss having people compliment me on my drumming and tell me that my band is awesome. I want to some day be in a big band that everyone knows like Fall Out Boy or My Chemical Romance. That's my dream. If it does come true, I have a feeling that it wont be with this band. your secrets out

"They gave us two shots to the back of the head and we're all dead now." [23 Aug 2005|05:20pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | My Chemical Romance ] Today was blah. I hate A days. I hung out with Kristin in the morning and walked her to class. Then I had to go to Psychology and then Economics. Then I had lunch and walked Kristin to Art. I ate lunch by myself again. I sat in the front of the gym. It sucked. I hate eating lunch alone. People see you alone. I'm not an emo kid anymore but now people think that. I don't care what people think of me but it's just annoying to be eating and everyone that walks by you looks at you. I don't need their pitty. Then I had Anthropology. I skipped a little while of it and hung out with Kristin at lunch. Last period was Sociology. Ms Drolla wasn't there, Thank God! But our sub gave us busy work. I hate busy work so much. I hung out with Kristin after school. She introduced me to her friend Herald. Blah. He seems cool I guess... She hangs out with him alot so that means he must be somewhat nice. I don't really like meeting her guy friends but it's better that I know them that way they know me and know not to try anything stupid. And I like to put faces to all the guys she chills with when I'm not there. I'm not an asshole boyfriend...I don't care that she chills with so many guys. I trust her...but I don't trust any of them. But if they respect me they wont do anything. This kid I met today doesn't seem like the disrespecting type so I'm not worried about him. I have to go to some dinner at Tejeda tonight. Blah. Tomorrow is The Used! 2 comments| your secrets out

"Hmm, I haven't used C in a while..." [25 May 2005|02:52pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Franz Ferdinand- Darts of Pleasure ] Today was a good day with the exception of the Chemistry final. That shit was hard. I made a note card and that didn't help me at all. Oh well. It's Dr. C were talking about here...he wont let anyone fail. He'll curve it. So I'm not that worried about it. Mr. O's final wasn't really hard, just kinda long. I got sick of writing after one page. haha. I wrote alot of filler. It sucked. Oh well. Just one more day and two more finals left. My last two are Video Tech and Speech. I'm not worried about either. Tomorrow will be a good day. Early release and I'll probably be going to Kristin's after school if all goes to plan. After tomorrow I'm a senior! Scary thought, huh? Lmao. (^^Kristin look at what I'm listening to^^) 2 comments| your secrets out

"Why can't I feel anything from anyone other than you." [25 Mar 2005|03:28pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | Taking Back Sunday ] Once again I planned on getting my restricted today but ended up not doing it. This time I need to get a paper signed by my goddamn principle because the dmv doesnt believe that I go to school there. Jeez. I swear I'm never gunna fucking drive! Anyways. Today has been boring. I woke up at 1:30 in the afternoon. I ate some of my aunts birthday cake. I went online and I'm still here. I want to have band practice today but I can't because it's Good Friday. Oh well. So my aunt is here visiting from Miami. It was her birthday yesterday so we took her to eat at Red Robin. It was fun. She renamed our waiter T-bone and got hit on by a guy my age. Lmfao. It was funny. Good times. I'm feeling emo again. Someone please save me from this feeling. I need someone. "It's times like these, where silence means everything." 1 comment| your secrets out

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